waiting...

it feels like my winter is spent waiting. for school to end. for the meat to thaw. for joe to get home. for friday. for someone to play their freaking turn on wordscraper. for book club. for motivation. for the laundry pile to be big enough to force me to do laundry. for summer. for my garden. oh my garden. i made a list of things to do in the garden during the end of winter. i can't do anything till march. so now i'm waiting till march. argh.

i need projects. that are free.

grumble..work...complain

i need a job. at night. it sucks but something must be done. side work won't pay the bills. neither will painting my mom's basement. as much as i love doing that...... i have the best daycare kid EVER so i don't really want to try getting more. that is always more hassle than it's worth. think starbucks would be nice. serving is for the young and much more motivated. plus i don't think i could handle all the drama. i could do a night shift somewhere. i would stock the crap out of those shelves! but, oh, my sleep! my precious, precious sleep! i truly am the biggest baby.