lack of communication

there are certain people in my life that i cannot communicate properly with. (with whom i cannot communicate) i think i'm allowed to use prepositions at the end of a sentence now. i digress. there are also times when i seem unable to get my point across. no matter how i try i am unable to just SAY what i want to say. could that be attributed to the time of the month? full moon? lack of carbs in my diet? the times, yes. the people......sigh heavily. i am not one to mince words. you all know this. so why can't i just talk to these people? is it fear that causes me to shut up? pride? a lovely mixture of the two? am i really 33 and still having issues like this? when does the adult gene kick in?

oh, btw. i will be blogging more.