33. dang-it

i'm supposed to be somewhere right now. i don't want to be there. so i am here. at home. debating on weather i should go super late or not at all. my upcoming week is full with things i want to do. and the week after that. i'm looking fwd to all of those things. i'm dressed and i have a gift and i don't need gas. the kids are playing nicely. joe is working. the house is picked up and semi-clean. i have no excuse except i don't want to go. and being 33 don't i have the right to NOT go somewhere merely bc i don't want to go?? i think the answer is yes. it's not a family thing. maybe 2 people will notice i'm not there. and i can see those 2 people soon. i have decided. i am staying home. and i am happy with that decision.