a touch sad

the kids got out of bed late last night and they asked for daddy 1st. kinda killed me. they are now more used to him being the main parent than me. i don't love it. i love my new schedule which allows me to be here for dinner and bedtime every night but when i am here i'm tired. you know, bc of the 4 a.m awakenings. my days off are spent catching up on all the shit that needs to be done around here. i started taking iron supplements. maybe that will help.